4th April
O Captain, My Captain~
Spring has finally arrived and I notice it not. I find myself more than a little withdrawn from society, and people in general these days. I watch them from my windows as they pass below and I have to wonder. Are most even aware? Do they go about their lives in some hum drum fashion, point A leading to point B without sparring a thought that there might be more if they only choose to look deeper. Do they only care about feeding the body machine and not the soul? If they already go about like an automaton, would they take notice if one tried to tap into that essence of unused soul? Perhaps I choose my words poorly. I say soul, but a better term might be the potential. Imagine, siphoning off this under used part of man and applying it...elsewhere. An energy source if you will. It is an interesting thought, if nothing else.
Still, I find my mood rather dark and disconnected. I may ever go so far as to say jaded. I almost feel paper thin, ready to fly off with the slightest breeze. I cannot puzzle out why. Perhaps it is the strain of my studies, perhaps my dreams...if I could recall them. I think it for the best that I try to keep myself at a remove. Those who know of my habits will be able to find me if they are in need.
Achingly Yours,
Angeline~
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